The Waiting Game

I’m  alone

But

My cats

See me

Let me be

They sense fear

Or hope

Confusion

Delusion

And retreat

Where they feel

What I can’t see

When G-d is pushing

Or wishing

Or fishing

He sees me

Naked

Alone

With my fears

Hopes 

Dreams

Waiting

Knowing

My next move

Is up to me

Age Old

Age Old

As I age

In this Age

Fear

Anger

Depression

Has taken hold

My brain screams

I am not old

I have ideas

Possibilities

Desires

And the hope

Of frequent erections